Tuesday, April 15, 2008

OH I am Happy

After all the pain and suffering, I got my wings. Today, I went to the Gym by myself; tomorrow I will go to work and drive straight home. I want to know how it feels. Thursday, I will go to the gym in the morning then, i will go the library and finally buy something to cook. Friday its the big day, I will go to church with Francis to speak to the Priest about getting married. in the same day, I will remind Francis about our joint account for the wedding. I will go to the Nassau church and back to the five wounds again. April 20-28 the priest is going to tell us something about the wedding requirements. April 28 Wendy leaves to Guatemala. May 3, My mother comes back. May 12 Rent my cap and gown. Graduation is May 24 Saturday afternoon.

  • APRIL_E_300_F___
  • MAY__E_300_F___
  • JUNE___E_300_F___
TOTAL: 900

  • JULY__E300_F
  • AUGUST E300_F
  • SEPT___ E400_F
TOTAL: 1000+900

  • OCT__E400_F
  • NOV__E400_F
  • DEC__ E400_F
TOTAL 1200 + 1900= 3100

  • JANU__500E__F
  • FEBRU__500E__F
  • MARCH__500E__F
  • APRIL___50OE__F
TOTAL 2000+3100= 5100 (SAVED)
FAMILY= 2500
MOTHER= 3000

ESTIMATED AMOUNT= 5100+5500= 10.600

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Lately I been feeling a little lonely

I am lonely because my mother left to get cure in my country for too long/
I am lonely because i don't trust my fiance anymore; I forgive what he does but how long will that attitude will last that is unknown.
I am lonely because my friends are what I called Party Dozers; they dont stop until they drop. If I hang out with them again, they are going to make sure my marriage get ruin.
I miss my father.
Most of the times, when I came home from work I think "I can call my party friends and they will make me feel a lot better for a while or I can wait until my boyfriend decides to talk to me or I can start making new friends behind his back no matter how much I ask him to go out with me he dismisses my cries. Well, I have no choice than to go out on my own. I guess It wont hurt me to go out with some of my friends if i don't do anything wrong. I better not tell the meany because he will make a scene and i will be back to sitting in my hosue waiting for him to call me like a stupid retard.